Well,this academic year has ended and I'm in total quandory (or rather, HUGE panic) about what to do during this summer. I won't lie.I'm scared shitless. To most people, summer is something to anticipate. Sadly those days are long over for me. I am facing the lesser of two evils, neither of which end would want me. I just wish I could keep my uni room to be perfectly honest though I don't really want to stay here the whole summer. I mean,god, if this is bad (the impending 4 months) what the hell is it going to be like when I graduate?! I will be a wreck. I can say to myself, at least I got to be a 'normal' person for a while and could not constantly feel ashamed of everything. Noone other than me will understand just how deep that goes.